well... i hate when someone keep staring at my computer while i'm writing my diary.
So there's the only way to take back my privacy, it's english writing.
Daddy and mom told me to doa hard work this morning.. to serve god.
I 've never thought that i'm confidential enough to motivate others.
... and don't think that they 're gonna believe me as well.
But it's a job that i need to do.. and i want it to be well done either.
Too many questions suddenly appeared to me. .. "How am i going to do this?"
"Will i be able to compete it for my god?"..
But god never hesitates to answer my question.
I got an e-mail from Dave again this morning. He's one of good friends i have
and he usually sends me a few emails about daily hope passing me some inspirations.
Today 's topic is about Surrender: Let Go and Let God Work
Surrender yourself to the Lord, and wait patiently for him. Psalm 37:7 (GWT)
Surrendering your life means:
- Following God's lead without knowing where he's sending you;
- Waiting for God's timing without knowing when it will come;
- Expecting a miracle without knowing how God will provide;
- Trusting God's purpose without understanding the circumstances.
I sent a thank e-mail back to Dave as well..
and i believe that it's useful for all people.. not only me as a christian.
Sometimes we have to let go and trust more. Being surrended instead of demanding own rights.
So i said thank you my father.. thank you that you have chosen me..
thank you that you 've never waited to answer to all my curiosity, my anxiety.
I'm on your way now. With this being surrended heart it all will be done well.
in da name of Jesus Christ, Amen.